God help me

Sep 05, 2004 16:12

Whats the deal peeps

Still don't know if I should believe whats goin on now or not. Theres no way in hell that it happened. I wasn't at the hospital last night, Jos didn't hack his wrists up, I didn't threatened Justin's life, JOsh isn't in a fucking mental hospital. This shit can't be real...

Someone tell me that this is all a dream, someone pinch me. My brother isn't a suicidal failure, he isn't another Johnston cutter freak, that he used to make fun of, I'm not trapped in the middle of this, I'm not gonna kill 6 kids for not stopping him, I'm not gonna stab Kayla for doing this shit.

Through last night I did learn one thing, life is too short, and bitches aint worth it. No matter how much they may seem it, so I guess some good did come out of this situation. I think I'm gonna give up the good fight.

Love to Da Homies, and to those who got me through last night.
Your Faithful Captain
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