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Whats the damn deal
Well it's 8:27 in the AM, for some odd reason I'm awake and really energetic. I don't like it. I got up at about 5:30 and I must say, I'm actually not tired.
Started smoking again, decided to smoke a bowl with Dom on Thursday and it went downhill from there. Smoked a blunt Friday with Kat, Burley, Dana, and Sully, and again last night. I must say, it's helping me out a lot right now. With the lack of bike or my boys to talk to, it's so much easier to smoke and forget everything.
Last samurai's on, the Japanese girl reminds me of Leslie, just the faces she makes sometimes, and when she turns her head she looks like her. Yeah, anyway I was cleaning out my desk drawers today and found so many old stories, poems, and song i've written to both Steph and Leslie, all since my freshman year. It hurts to read em all again. Then I found all my pictures of the two of them. It's funny how much I've changed over the past four years, and how much of an asshole I've become all over two girls. It's pathetic but I think every guy can relate. If the two of them ever realized how much I loved em... I could die a happy person.
Anyway, still haven't made the call, that makes it over a week now, but I plan on it, I really do... thing is I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow, so probably gonna put it off for even longer now... but so it goes ya know?
Gonna go strip the rest of my frame, maybe... I might just paint it as is, I really wanna ride before I leave tomorrow, we'll se what happens.
Love to da Homies
The Cap
Well it's 8:27 in the AM, for some odd reason I'm awake and really energetic. I don't like it. I got up at about 5:30 and I must say, I'm actually not tired.
Started smoking again, decided to smoke a bowl with Dom on Thursday and it went downhill from there. Smoked a blunt Friday with Kat, Burley, Dana, and Sully, and again last night. I must say, it's helping me out a lot right now. With the lack of bike or my boys to talk to, it's so much easier to smoke and forget everything.
Last samurai's on, the Japanese girl reminds me of Leslie, just the faces she makes sometimes, and when she turns her head she looks like her. Yeah, anyway I was cleaning out my desk drawers today and found so many old stories, poems, and song i've written to both Steph and Leslie, all since my freshman year. It hurts to read em all again. Then I found all my pictures of the two of them. It's funny how much I've changed over the past four years, and how much of an asshole I've become all over two girls. It's pathetic but I think every guy can relate. If the two of them ever realized how much I loved em... I could die a happy person.
Anyway, still haven't made the call, that makes it over a week now, but I plan on it, I really do... thing is I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow, so probably gonna put it off for even longer now... but so it goes ya know?
Gonna go strip the rest of my frame, maybe... I might just paint it as is, I really wanna ride before I leave tomorrow, we'll se what happens.
Love to da Homies
The Cap