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I don't really have anythig worthy to say. I feel strange. Tired and alone even though I'm in a housefull of people. I am not happy. I have no desire to go to work Tomorrow. I will not get my hair cut tomorrow either. I want to fucking leave this goddamned town. I feel like i have crashed. i have no reason to feel so fucked up. maybe it's just the weird hours I keep. I feel like an insomniac even though I sleep all of the time. I just want to be happy for a whole day.