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today at school was alright. didnt do much.
i came home and slept till 6 30...patrick told me hes on his way home. that makes me happy..
my heart hurts. i hate it here so much. i was sitting here and all of a sudden matt d. IMed me and he was like i love you i just realized that. one i know its not matt casue hed never love me more then a friend..and thats just weird. so i think i should call him and ask what was up with that.
anyway so i suck at life and want to cry. alot. like a emo kid, cause well thats what i am. and i know exactly why i feel like this. thanks to drugs i wil never be the same.
x crystal x
i came home and slept till 6 30...patrick told me hes on his way home. that makes me happy..
my heart hurts. i hate it here so much. i was sitting here and all of a sudden matt d. IMed me and he was like i love you i just realized that. one i know its not matt casue hed never love me more then a friend..and thats just weird. so i think i should call him and ask what was up with that.
anyway so i suck at life and want to cry. alot. like a emo kid, cause well thats what i am. and i know exactly why i feel like this. thanks to drugs i wil never be the same.
x crystal x