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There's something compelling me to get involved with some guys even though I have no desire for an actual relationship with any of them. I think it's called a Sex Drive.
I don't think I've ever admitted to myself how much power my Sex Drive actually holds. I'm still unsure about this whole revelation. Ever since this summer, I've felt a bit more free to express myself physically beyond the confines of a relationship.
This is not to say that I want to be Ms. Free-love and have giant sex all over the place. It simply means that I am not really afraid to be physically close to someone with whom I am not in a serious relationship. It gives me a little confidence boost when guys flirt with me. I'm not the type of girl that gets tons and tons of attention from men, so I think it's alright for me to indulge from time to time.
Especially now that I have realize what that whole summer fling was really about. It wasn't about "he and I" as much as it was about "me" and self-discovery. I have no regrets, honestly. I'm actually quite glad it all happened the way it did.
I don't think I've ever admitted to myself how much power my Sex Drive actually holds. I'm still unsure about this whole revelation. Ever since this summer, I've felt a bit more free to express myself physically beyond the confines of a relationship.
This is not to say that I want to be Ms. Free-love and have giant sex all over the place. It simply means that I am not really afraid to be physically close to someone with whom I am not in a serious relationship. It gives me a little confidence boost when guys flirt with me. I'm not the type of girl that gets tons and tons of attention from men, so I think it's alright for me to indulge from time to time.
Especially now that I have realize what that whole summer fling was really about. It wasn't about "he and I" as much as it was about "me" and self-discovery. I have no regrets, honestly. I'm actually quite glad it all happened the way it did.