dont know why
I do not know why but I am feeling kind of down. it sucks. I know I should be happy because i just passed the four year mark for my transplant but i just feel kind of bummed. i spent the anniversary by myself. i have to go back to work tomorrow. my skin has broken out in zits so that sucks. i dont know. just feeling so blah. i am excited about people coming over for the party on saturday but that really does not out weigh how i feel right now. just feeling really down right now.