in a city of 8 million plus
why do i feel so lonely?
im so lost right now, lost in everything, locked outside of everything. im sick of it all and im yearning, desperately, for it all. i just want something, anything, to make sense and to make me feel complete. who knows, this might be the usual case of fall you know what that i always seem to get. maybe im also just being stupid and self-indulgent. im being unfair to you and to myself and i don't know what to do. im so sick of being hopeless and bleh. i want something more, i want to be satisfied, i want to be on a journey. maybe i am on a journey, its just a rocky voyage chugging along to some undisclosed location that currently im not aware of. maybe im being stupid and maybe im being smart.
alls i know nothing and everything. im trapped in the life of a paradox.
im so lost right now, lost in everything, locked outside of everything. im sick of it all and im yearning, desperately, for it all. i just want something, anything, to make sense and to make me feel complete. who knows, this might be the usual case of fall you know what that i always seem to get. maybe im also just being stupid and self-indulgent. im being unfair to you and to myself and i don't know what to do. im so sick of being hopeless and bleh. i want something more, i want to be satisfied, i want to be on a journey. maybe i am on a journey, its just a rocky voyage chugging along to some undisclosed location that currently im not aware of. maybe im being stupid and maybe im being smart.
alls i know nothing and everything. im trapped in the life of a paradox.