boring
life is being dull right now. because of the rain everything has been sucking major, and i think its going to get worse in montana. i am going to need to get out when i go, cus i am all cooked up inside after the rain. and i feel like an idiot going to the park alone. i wish that i knew people closer to me so i could hang out every day. maybe placement put a desire in me to be around people all day or i go crazy. cus i had a roommate, and four other people to hang out with. a total of 5 people around me all day long, it was pretty cool. i think if i dont talk to some one for more that half an hour a day, i get all depressed. and then i want to go outside but i dont want to be alone out there either. so there is no winning in this game. maybe i should hire a butler or something. and make him chill with me all the time. he wouldnt have to do much, just kick it with the homies. *snicker* i wonder how much that would cost? and would he work weekends? i sould put any partys i go to as a bonus for him so i dont have to pay him while he is there. i should really do that or find some one who lives around me that i can hang out with. cus the people around me dont really do much anyways. ok this post is way too long. goodbye.