this kills me, every bit of me

[elayissex]

i had atleast 20 pictures on here
of me and him & jus him, and i had to delete
them..not because i dont want
memorys..because when ever i see
them, it completely tears me apart
but deleteing them....killed me even more.
because i feel like i jus deleted..
him. why does this have to kill me so much
why cant everything just be ok..
why did this happen......why couldnt
we just be happy...