Oh the misery that is my life
My marks are up. Ok, so I didnt do brilliantly in math but I passed it.
I got a B overall out of four subjects. Econ and math didnt go so well
but I still got a B in econ..math because its math and econ because my
midterms sorta pulled my final mark down. I thought that for first term
of first year of university, a B overall is a pretty good thing to get.
Apparently my parents dont feel the same way. So I've been treated to a
long lecture of how I need to "rethink" my life and whether I'm cut out
to handle economics and math. I worked relatively hard for these exams
and I thought that a B wasn't bad for the first time. I've been told
that I spend too much time with friends and having fun and that I dont
study at all. I study a lot more than a lot of my friends but I guess
that I was wrong. So I guess that next term, the only time when I'll be
leaving my room is when I have to go eat or have to go to class. No
matter what I do, I'll never be good enough for them, I'll never get
good enough grades. I dont even know what I wish for now, I'm just so
tired of being told that I'm worthless and that everything I do is
worthless and that I'm never going to be good enough for them.