Nov 18, 2021 01:24
I totally forgot this existed.
It's been a while.
Got engaged, got a cat, got married.
Depressed and angry that my brain doesn't work.
Find out I have ADHD. Find out that all my little 'quirks' or whatever bullshit it is, is due to ADHD. All this time I just thought I was a lazy piece of shit. Hello executive dysfunction.
It is absolutely amazing how much better things can be with the correct diagnosis, the correct medication, and a therapist actively working with me on how to better manage my shit. I mean, shit still sucks, but I don't feel like a fucking failure all of the time.
I don't know if I will keep this up. It's late, and my meds wore off a while ago.