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people can make alot of mistake sometimes... and thier world can be torn apart.... they had always been the perfect child, notice had... its llike everyone is waiting for you to mess up... you have no real contorl over your life, its just somebody elses messing things up for you.... lies, cheating, drugs, abuse, it becomes a way of life... new cuts, pains, and fear are found every new day. people teach you of sex and drugs... suaside and condums... resentment and lust... saying buy this it will make you thine... when really it says buy this it will kill you and distroy your life and others...
When someone says you have something or might have somehting.. like depression, or cancer, or feeling that everylittle thing is your fault... you believe them. You become what they say you are. Even if you werent befpre you are now. you start thinking like if yo were then act then become...
Being a human means you are going to make mistakes. some bad some for the better. but some are not mistakes just foolish actions... or away out... Because i know this... because i do it everyday... its still happens. noone can contorl it.
i always say that im sorry for everything. even if its not my fault. because i dont like to fight. because i do think like its all my fault.. becuse for whatever reason... i still say it...
and for that and this whole entrie... im sorry.. i just need to say it... somethings really do need to be said, even if noone reads it..
xx
When someone says you have something or might have somehting.. like depression, or cancer, or feeling that everylittle thing is your fault... you believe them. You become what they say you are. Even if you werent befpre you are now. you start thinking like if yo were then act then become...
Being a human means you are going to make mistakes. some bad some for the better. but some are not mistakes just foolish actions... or away out... Because i know this... because i do it everyday... its still happens. noone can contorl it.
i always say that im sorry for everything. even if its not my fault. because i dont like to fight. because i do think like its all my fault.. becuse for whatever reason... i still say it...
and for that and this whole entrie... im sorry.. i just need to say it... somethings really do need to be said, even if noone reads it..
xx