Apr 10, 2005 01:42
im upset. im angry. im happy. im angry. im upset. im all mixed up.
thats about how it goes now. its just easier to be angry but all it does is mask the pain. it never really goes away. so in turn i get upset. then i move on and im happy and it just goes around in circles til i have no clue what the fuck is going on in my own mind.
buuuuuuuullllshit
i wish you could run a cat scan on my emotions and broken thoughts floating in my head. i need you to feel the way im shattered.
I need a map of your head, translated into English so I can learn to not make you frown
Feel better if you vent, put your frustrations into four letter words and let them out on
mine-incubus
ive not been able to get rid of you in my head. id given up long ago on being gotten by someone else. and then you came along, the idea that i could be gotten, and because of circumtstances could never get got is the worst of all feelings.-the good girl
forget about apologies im not a sorry kid. catch 22
Quit actin' so friendly, don't nod, don't laugh all nicely. Don't think you'll upend me, Don't sit there and play just, so frank, so straight, so candid, So thoughtful, so gracious,so sound, so evenhanded. And don't be so damn benign, don't waste my fuckin' time. Don't ask me Don't ask me Don't ask me Ask me Ask me how ive been-ok go
Well You say you love me Love me again But if you love me Where have you been? You say you need me more than anyone else Well go to hell Where have you been? No way You wish I don't Need this What makes you think I'd ever want you again? Yeah right As if I don't need this What makes you think I'd ever want you again? reel big fish
I'm not really bitter I'm not really mad I love to see other people get Everything I ever Wanted to have I don't really care I hate you Fuck you Leave me alone- reel big fish
this could be the very minute im aware im alive. snow patrol
Well my friends do me so right.
I'm lucky this far, maybe it's kharma.
I get over them but, only at times.
And I thank my lucky stars, I wish I may, I wish that I might,
just keep an open mind, all of the time.
My old man told me one time.
You never get wise, you only get older.
And most things, you never know why, but that's fine.
When the future is frightening,
and I seem to be fighting it well soon as it's brightening then I.
I feel fine, and then I, I feel fine.
dandy warhols
...never understand me because i like too many things and get all confused and hung up running around from one falling star to another til i drop. this is the night, what it does to you. i had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion..... and then i leaned ahead -jack kerouac
"it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday" american beauty
I walk into this summer all alone the usual session
You feel your instinct then you act but was it your intention
To leave me down and broken now you've ended our ascension
You brought me here you wet my taste
You disapear without a trace
It wasn't me who made the call
'Cause now I wanna' be
Where you sleep
Where you laugh
Where you breathe
And I hate to say
Still I sway
Brown your eyes
Gone away
Should I feel some closure I deserve if that atleast-nine days
if looks could really kill then my profession would be staring. brand new
we live as we dream. alone. heart darkness
one runs the risk of weeping a little when one lets himself be tamed. the little prince
so would it be out of line to say i miss you? incubus
I've been poking a voodoo doll that you do not know I made
for you
of you
let's see what needles do.
-hot hot heat
is this the way a toy feels like when its batteries run dry. i am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. the best part of what has happened is the part i must have missed. brand new.
You want a medal for the things you've done
But if you ever really did a damn thing
We would've gave you one
You want a mountain with your face engraved
So everyone will know the face when approached by to run away
Hip hip hooray you're our saving grace
Here's to you and your poker face
Hip hip hooray you're our saving grace
Here's to you -head automatica
"so who are you
i thought i knew
i guess i was mistaken
so say goodbye
don't tell me why
i guess i was mistaken
i know i can't run to you again
cuz you would only run away
i guess there's nothing i can
do to make you stay you said that
you would never leave a lie you told
and i believed and now you wanna go
and throw this all away so what is happening
here it's exactly as i feared your just the same
as i blame myself again
wondering what i did
you tell me that you still might
care for me you say that your
confused but thats really no
excuse you don't get sympathy
cuz i don't need this mind trip
i must be myself must free myself
from you and all you put me through"
SAVE FERRIS