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Mar 31, 2005 23:11

i take back the quote from garden state.

home feels like home in a new way. ive changed. i know i have. and im happy i have. its just the little things, you know growing up, maturing. and i think my parents have noticed that. and that is why i thought home was gone. but no. im just a little naive at times. cant see things for what they really are right away. but then again who can. it all takes time.

IM GOING TO BE A FAMOUS FASHION DESIGNER YOU BETTER BELEIVE IT

yep thats right. im in the apparel design program at UD. oh yea im commiting. wow eleanor commiting to two things in the same semester!! i know i cant believe it either. im done feeling shitty as usual. it only lasts a little while unitl i get pissed at myself, deal with it and move on. still striving for that ideal image of myself thats in my head. i feel like im 67% there......

im high on caffeine right now. i cant stop talking. thats a first too. me wanting to talk. about everyting and anything, especially myself. i think getiting into apparel design sprung up some new found confidence in myself. and you know what. i like it.
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