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Am I the only one still not getting all of her LJ comments? Just checking and all... I logged into the fic journal this morning and there were comments I've never even seen. Ditto for this one this morning.
I'm a little melancholy because of my now-once-again private list of the things that ail me. I am planning on bringing it with me when I go see Dr. F next week, along with the list of ten things I like about myself so he can revel in the dichotomy that is my emotional and psychological state. ;-P
Seriously, though...
Thanks to everyone who responded with such kind words before I locked it up again.
I'm also a little melancholy because I began writing the last chapter of the story I've been working on since my Christmas vacation. I sure as hell didn't expect it to last this long but the characters had a lot to say and I know it's self-indulgent in that I wrote the story for myself as much as for anyone - but I worked doubly hard on characterization and I played a lot with imagery, so I pushed my limits in certain respects despite the self-indulgence.
Plus, sometimes, I just need to remind myself that I can still write hella long fic.
I mean, it feels good to finish a project but it's also a bit like leaving the amusement park three days early. Maybe that's why I end up writing in 'verses. I don't want the rollercoaster ride to end, even though I know there's a point where the track is eventually going to start repeating itself.
Hmm...this probably also explains the WIPs...
I'm a little melancholy because of my now-once-again private list of the things that ail me. I am planning on bringing it with me when I go see Dr. F next week, along with the list of ten things I like about myself so he can revel in the dichotomy that is my emotional and psychological state. ;-P
Seriously, though...
Thanks to everyone who responded with such kind words before I locked it up again.
I'm also a little melancholy because I began writing the last chapter of the story I've been working on since my Christmas vacation. I sure as hell didn't expect it to last this long but the characters had a lot to say and I know it's self-indulgent in that I wrote the story for myself as much as for anyone - but I worked doubly hard on characterization and I played a lot with imagery, so I pushed my limits in certain respects despite the self-indulgence.
Plus, sometimes, I just need to remind myself that I can still write hella long fic.
I mean, it feels good to finish a project but it's also a bit like leaving the amusement park three days early. Maybe that's why I end up writing in 'verses. I don't want the rollercoaster ride to end, even though I know there's a point where the track is eventually going to start repeating itself.
Hmm...this probably also explains the WIPs...