To fresh woods and pasture new. Or whatever.
Sis is out of chemo. And major surgery. And doing well. The rest of the family is well, except from Mamma who is setting new records in being stubborn and stupid re: her best friend. Who a while back said something stupid, which Mamma hasn't been able to forgive.
I've tried talking to her, but omg. Today I sent a text to her friend (who is my friend too), and found out that she's had a scare with a brain stroke. I'm discussing it with my sis tomorrow, but I think I have to tell Mamma. And say that...even if what E. said was bad and mean and she hasn't apologised the way Mamma wants her to, I don't think Mamma would forgive herself if something happened to E. and they hadn't got past their argument. So even if she can't forgive it she has to try to forget it, and get past it, at least to the point where they get to talking to eachother again.
I am as FUCKED UP and intensely in denial as ever. Some times I just.
I don't know.
I've tried talking to her, but omg. Today I sent a text to her friend (who is my friend too), and found out that she's had a scare with a brain stroke. I'm discussing it with my sis tomorrow, but I think I have to tell Mamma. And say that...even if what E. said was bad and mean and she hasn't apologised the way Mamma wants her to, I don't think Mamma would forgive herself if something happened to E. and they hadn't got past their argument. So even if she can't forgive it she has to try to forget it, and get past it, at least to the point where they get to talking to eachother again.
I am as FUCKED UP and intensely in denial as ever. Some times I just.
I don't know.