I was pretty pissed that last entry.
Brian's stupid friend really made us girls feel like crap (I wasn't the only one uncomfortable! The other two girls both complained about it in private to their men, I found out later. So ha!! I'm not the only one.)
I tried to tolerate it all that time, but he just kept pushing my buttons with all that T&A talk. Not to mention he pretty much excluded us girls from any conversation whatsoever.
He sucks. I don't like him...
Anyways, that night I talked to Brian about it and we actually had a fight. He got defensive, as if I was accusing HIM of doing all that stuff, which I wasn't. I was more pissed at the "friend", and just telling Brian how I felt.
I mean, how am I supposed to feel when some guy tells my man to look as some other girl's tits??
How would he like it if I started hanging out with the casino girls, and we started compairing guy's penis sizes? ( BTW, I've had that opportunity before, and ALWAYS passed it down because I'm not trashy).
Anyways, we made it up in the end, but to this day it's a touchy subject.
I can't stand that stupid "friend" of his. The rich, spoiled, affluent, arrogant prick. Hopefully I won't have to see too much of him.
I stopped taking the pill in attempt to loose weight, and after a week I'm starting to feel like my old self again.
Brian's poor brother ended up breaking up with his girlfriend. But he's young; he's got time to find "the one".
I auditioned for a new show!! It's a musical called "Tick Tick Boom!" written by the guy who did "Rent". There's a good chance I may get the part .... I hope I do!!
The time is approaching for me to make a decision as to whether or not I'm going to move in with Brian...And I think I'm just about ready. The Marlon Brando play won't be going to Chicago till possibly next year, so I might get to move in sooner.
I think I'm finally ready to take the plunge...
EEEEK!
It's scary. But I think I've made my decision.
Brian truly is my Prince with the Glowing Eyes...
Tuki, my Parakeet, has already been sent to Brian's apartment. He adores Brian, and loves getting attention from two owners.
Mom wants me to move in with Brian because she says I seem happier with him. I think she's right.
I decided that once I get the weight off, I'll get back into modeling. I've got a shoot scheduled for this week, and this is the first time I'll be going by myself! Mom's worried I'll get raped with out an escort. I'm alittle scared, too. But I emailed one of the other models he's worked with, and she said he's cool. Besides, Mom'll have my number and location. And I plan on calling ther throughout the process.
ouch there's a mosquito in here biting the hell outta me...
Anyways, so there's the update of the past nine weeks since my last post.
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