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Sep 25, 2007 00:46

I just had a weird and sudden urge to talk to my ex. I don't know why. I have so many mixed feelings about him still. I still hate him for what he did to me, yet part of me still can't let go. It's not a constant feeling. I just comes and goes. This is the 3rd time i've had this since I met Jake 13 months ago. Is this wrong? Is it normal? Now I just feel like crying....don't really know how to explain exactly how I'm feeling right now. Maybe it's me just crashing from me being really excited about meeting the quota for the first time..... *shrug* I hate lingering on the past....
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