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I promised myself I would't cry, but every once in a while you just have to tough it out and let the waterworks flow.
I left E2 for good last night, and with that shut the door on the chapter that was my first year of College Life. If you were there last night, then you saw me... tearing like a little girl who got her lolipop taken away. But let's face it, you... my friends, my extended family, totally are the sweetness in life. I love and appreciate you all for who you are, what you do, what you've done, what you've done for me and the like. I cried last night because I was putting a hiatus on all that. I can't wait till September to see you all again.
I've been home now for somewhat less than 24 hours, and I can say that I'm already ready to go back. I'm gonna miss the social interaction more than anything else.
So, Shout outs to a few of you:
Gracie: ROOMIE!!! I love you! You are so gangsta its awesome.
Tim: Team San Diego! Cheaaa!!!
Howard: WOW! No pun intended. And to you and Tim, sorry about the Raffy Taffy.
The boys across the hall: Matt, Jeff, Jack... You three are by far the most interesting roommate combination on the floor! Matt, you forgot to say bye to me! But I'll forgive you. Jack, again I am sooo sooo sorry for not believing that was you on the phone that one night. Keep rockin' dude! Jeff, I cleaned up ur barf and took you to the hospital. But you are such a cool friend that I would do it all over again just for you.
Mary: As far as boys go... just get as much as you possibly can out of both of them. Dinner, movies, drinks... etc. I'm JK. Hope u figure out what your next course of action will be and that you don't regret it when you execute it.
Heather: Ur freakin awesome. I'd hate to face you in a court of law one day. You go rock the political world, chicka!
Aya: Aya is sooo hot! Sorry about Roscoe, but its okay. He led a good life on your bookshelf.
Xander: Seriously dude, develop some women skills. Other than that, um... thanks for being nice and putting up with all my shit. You so passive about things that it really irritates me.
Oscar: Go English Majors. Or if you switch to poly sci, im all for that too.
David: Dude... this goes without saying but you were truly one of my most closest friends on the floor. I love your frat! I love you too!
Douggie: Thanks a lot for being there with me when I'm going through shit. It really means a lot. Chill out and let loose a bit more often, don't stress yourself out too much.
Lisa: BOXER!! OMG! Best times ever wtih you this year! 3 Slots game.. Oh, btw, slot number one never really let me go.. really irritates me that i treat him like shit, yet he always seems to want more. Slot number 2 and I are strictly platonic. We're friends. And who the fuck is slot number 3 again? Oh, and then of course there is the expanded 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9.
Xandus: Seriously, the best freaking RA ever! Xandus rocks my world! Lets go scope out boys together one night!
BIOMED BALLERS:
Erick: Hey dude! Negra Modelo rocks!
Romano: Thanks again for throwing my b-day party. You're freaking awesome, don't be a stranger.
Kirsten: So apparently Navid started talking to me again like everything was cool, but whatev! I'll see you in September, keep rockin the awesome shirts!
Daniel & Viktoryia: FUCK YOU! Fuck both of you! I'm just kidding!! Seriousy, I am. You two are great.
Lauren: Oh, I love my BruDem Girl! You kick arse in a court of law! Go ANGELIDES!
Lindsay: OMG!!! San DEEZY fo SHEEZY!! You're totally freakin awesome! You're gonna need to come up to LA on Sunday nights and watch GREY's with me!
Okay, my laptop is running out of battery. As far as summer plans go a cursory overview goes as follows: Summer School at UCSD, Summer Work at USCD Biomed, Hopefully a Summer Internship at MoPA, Lots of Beach Time, Hopefully a summer Fling or Two.
On a more serious note, I'd like a little stability. Sex has become a monster, concealied in its own duality. Its my drug and anti-drug, I'm always concerned about where my next hit will come from. Its a source of fun and enjoyment, but it causes a lot of anxiety as well. I'm not necessarily looking to settle down and find that man that I'm going to marry, but I think I'm at that point where I really just want to slow down the craziness and take things nice and steady. I'm really skeptical that this will happen this summer given my current living conditions, but I'm going to try my hardest to make it so.
I left E2 for good last night, and with that shut the door on the chapter that was my first year of College Life. If you were there last night, then you saw me... tearing like a little girl who got her lolipop taken away. But let's face it, you... my friends, my extended family, totally are the sweetness in life. I love and appreciate you all for who you are, what you do, what you've done, what you've done for me and the like. I cried last night because I was putting a hiatus on all that. I can't wait till September to see you all again.
I've been home now for somewhat less than 24 hours, and I can say that I'm already ready to go back. I'm gonna miss the social interaction more than anything else.
So, Shout outs to a few of you:
Gracie: ROOMIE!!! I love you! You are so gangsta its awesome.
Tim: Team San Diego! Cheaaa!!!
Howard: WOW! No pun intended. And to you and Tim, sorry about the Raffy Taffy.
The boys across the hall: Matt, Jeff, Jack... You three are by far the most interesting roommate combination on the floor! Matt, you forgot to say bye to me! But I'll forgive you. Jack, again I am sooo sooo sorry for not believing that was you on the phone that one night. Keep rockin' dude! Jeff, I cleaned up ur barf and took you to the hospital. But you are such a cool friend that I would do it all over again just for you.
Mary: As far as boys go... just get as much as you possibly can out of both of them. Dinner, movies, drinks... etc. I'm JK. Hope u figure out what your next course of action will be and that you don't regret it when you execute it.
Heather: Ur freakin awesome. I'd hate to face you in a court of law one day. You go rock the political world, chicka!
Aya: Aya is sooo hot! Sorry about Roscoe, but its okay. He led a good life on your bookshelf.
Xander: Seriously dude, develop some women skills. Other than that, um... thanks for being nice and putting up with all my shit. You so passive about things that it really irritates me.
Oscar: Go English Majors. Or if you switch to poly sci, im all for that too.
David: Dude... this goes without saying but you were truly one of my most closest friends on the floor. I love your frat! I love you too!
Douggie: Thanks a lot for being there with me when I'm going through shit. It really means a lot. Chill out and let loose a bit more often, don't stress yourself out too much.
Lisa: BOXER!! OMG! Best times ever wtih you this year! 3 Slots game.. Oh, btw, slot number one never really let me go.. really irritates me that i treat him like shit, yet he always seems to want more. Slot number 2 and I are strictly platonic. We're friends. And who the fuck is slot number 3 again? Oh, and then of course there is the expanded 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9.
Xandus: Seriously, the best freaking RA ever! Xandus rocks my world! Lets go scope out boys together one night!
BIOMED BALLERS:
Erick: Hey dude! Negra Modelo rocks!
Romano: Thanks again for throwing my b-day party. You're freaking awesome, don't be a stranger.
Kirsten: So apparently Navid started talking to me again like everything was cool, but whatev! I'll see you in September, keep rockin the awesome shirts!
Daniel & Viktoryia: FUCK YOU! Fuck both of you! I'm just kidding!! Seriousy, I am. You two are great.
Lauren: Oh, I love my BruDem Girl! You kick arse in a court of law! Go ANGELIDES!
Lindsay: OMG!!! San DEEZY fo SHEEZY!! You're totally freakin awesome! You're gonna need to come up to LA on Sunday nights and watch GREY's with me!
Okay, my laptop is running out of battery. As far as summer plans go a cursory overview goes as follows: Summer School at UCSD, Summer Work at USCD Biomed, Hopefully a Summer Internship at MoPA, Lots of Beach Time, Hopefully a summer Fling or Two.
On a more serious note, I'd like a little stability. Sex has become a monster, concealied in its own duality. Its my drug and anti-drug, I'm always concerned about where my next hit will come from. Its a source of fun and enjoyment, but it causes a lot of anxiety as well. I'm not necessarily looking to settle down and find that man that I'm going to marry, but I think I'm at that point where I really just want to slow down the craziness and take things nice and steady. I'm really skeptical that this will happen this summer given my current living conditions, but I'm going to try my hardest to make it so.