I'm sure Fate is laughing at me.
Things that have gone wrong:
-I lost my wallet, I think it found it's way into my trashcan and got sent away... guess what was in my wallet? Everything but my credit card! (that means my driver's license, my US residency card and my social security card (I had last seen my wallet when I needed to take the both of them to the U and they disappeared promptly afterwards), about $200 dollars worth of gift cards (basically all of my Christmas presents) even my school id is gone... it's going to cost me another $200+ dollars to replace everything... but yeah, I'll be ok...
-I still haven't finished my bridge for Physics... it's going to take for ever...
-I'm behind in most of my classes, actually, especially art class, I'm dead, but you know, I don't feel so bad
-except in the shower... every time I take a shower I get a horrible stomach ache, this has been going on for just over two weeks... I think it's because of the humidity, but that doesn't really make sense.
Accomplishments:
-finished the essay to the U of U on time.
-Survived, I'm not even really down, just profoundly calm... I'd make a great monk right now.
-I'm starting to save up money again
-found an awesome foreign conditioner in my own bathroom (it had been a gift to mom) that makes my hair look like in the commercials (except it's still frizzy during school... but only during school, it's weird)
-got my painting of Weibs framed.
Goals:
-post more often...
-go to area 51 soon, I need it. Anyone want to come with? I wouldn't feel right going by myself.
-lose weight (it snuck up on me because I've started eating burgers...)
-start sleeping properly, because I live on five hours of sleep a night and I spend all day lethargic, not a good deal
-start to meditate again: according to Times, it's more useful than naps for getting energy back midday.
-paint...
Other:
Both my parents went to the best university they could, the best in Russia, and I'm going to the University of Utah. First, I feel like I'm not living up to them, but that doesn't bother me very much, I never really wanted to be like them. It bothers mom though, she thinks I'll get bored quickly, and I probably will, but she's pushing me, harassing me almost, about thinking further ahead, and I can't, because I don't have any idea what I want to do with myself. I wish she'd at least let me taste college first. I know I avoid my life by immersing myself in high school (which would seem good to most parents...) but she doesn't view high school as legitimate, even though I'll have a year and a half of college done by the end of this year... and every time I mention her, she finds out about it, so don't mention this to her, please, it's not about her, it's about me, and that I am having a hard time looking more than a year ahead right now. I'm still trying to catch up to the present...
-I lost my wallet, I think it found it's way into my trashcan and got sent away... guess what was in my wallet? Everything but my credit card! (that means my driver's license, my US residency card and my social security card (I had last seen my wallet when I needed to take the both of them to the U and they disappeared promptly afterwards), about $200 dollars worth of gift cards (basically all of my Christmas presents) even my school id is gone... it's going to cost me another $200+ dollars to replace everything... but yeah, I'll be ok...
-I still haven't finished my bridge for Physics... it's going to take for ever...
-I'm behind in most of my classes, actually, especially art class, I'm dead, but you know, I don't feel so bad
-except in the shower... every time I take a shower I get a horrible stomach ache, this has been going on for just over two weeks... I think it's because of the humidity, but that doesn't really make sense.
Accomplishments:
-finished the essay to the U of U on time.
-Survived, I'm not even really down, just profoundly calm... I'd make a great monk right now.
-I'm starting to save up money again
-found an awesome foreign conditioner in my own bathroom (it had been a gift to mom) that makes my hair look like in the commercials (except it's still frizzy during school... but only during school, it's weird)
-got my painting of Weibs framed.
Goals:
-post more often...
-go to area 51 soon, I need it. Anyone want to come with? I wouldn't feel right going by myself.
-lose weight (it snuck up on me because I've started eating burgers...)
-start sleeping properly, because I live on five hours of sleep a night and I spend all day lethargic, not a good deal
-start to meditate again: according to Times, it's more useful than naps for getting energy back midday.
-paint...
Other:
Both my parents went to the best university they could, the best in Russia, and I'm going to the University of Utah. First, I feel like I'm not living up to them, but that doesn't bother me very much, I never really wanted to be like them. It bothers mom though, she thinks I'll get bored quickly, and I probably will, but she's pushing me, harassing me almost, about thinking further ahead, and I can't, because I don't have any idea what I want to do with myself. I wish she'd at least let me taste college first. I know I avoid my life by immersing myself in high school (which would seem good to most parents...) but she doesn't view high school as legitimate, even though I'll have a year and a half of college done by the end of this year... and every time I mention her, she finds out about it, so don't mention this to her, please, it's not about her, it's about me, and that I am having a hard time looking more than a year ahead right now. I'm still trying to catch up to the present...