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ook well i finally have something to say about my life.
play rehearsals have taken over my life, but i think it will be awesome. i've made good friends with the members of the cast. and some old friends have joined the crew. sweeeet. i was really freaking out about the workload but i'm starting to see how i can manage it all. I THINK I CAN!!! i even partied both nights this weekend even though i didn't mean to.
speaking of which, this was the best night EVER.
i got out of play rehearsal at 11 pm and then christina and laura and i went out to the TH party we had been planning on going to. i didn't drink too much, and i saw lots of friends. and something AWESOME happened and then i was really happy, but then something terrible happened. here it is:
i saw this kid who always asks me what my OCD thing is and i say i don't have one. i'll mention that my friends always point him out as this guy who once talked about his trust fund. vomit.
so anyway, i said, i don't have a compulsion and he said, i can't believe you don't have one, that's almost tacky (hes pretty gay btw)
and i said, i am FAR from tacky. then he tried to guess where i'm from and finally i said, rhode island slash massachusetts.
and he said with scorn, oh rhode island?? tacky? its not like 100 people with mullets didn't die at a great white show there.
WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i slapped him really hard in the face and walked away. cried for a moment. then i came back and yelled at him. he apologized and said he wouldnt have said that if he had known that i knew people who died in it. that isn't the point, i said. the point is that you dismissed their deaths because you envisioned them to lack the class that you supposedly have. and i said, someday you will discover that the world doesnt only consist of rich assholes like yourself, that there are regular people and you need to stop scorning them. what an asshole. it made me sad.
and here comes the shallow petty awesome comment:
i have this new longwear lipstick and it doesnt feel like makeup at all. and i had SEX and afterwards the lipstick was still there. it's so good.
play rehearsals have taken over my life, but i think it will be awesome. i've made good friends with the members of the cast. and some old friends have joined the crew. sweeeet. i was really freaking out about the workload but i'm starting to see how i can manage it all. I THINK I CAN!!! i even partied both nights this weekend even though i didn't mean to.
speaking of which, this was the best night EVER.
i got out of play rehearsal at 11 pm and then christina and laura and i went out to the TH party we had been planning on going to. i didn't drink too much, and i saw lots of friends. and something AWESOME happened and then i was really happy, but then something terrible happened. here it is:
i saw this kid who always asks me what my OCD thing is and i say i don't have one. i'll mention that my friends always point him out as this guy who once talked about his trust fund. vomit.
so anyway, i said, i don't have a compulsion and he said, i can't believe you don't have one, that's almost tacky (hes pretty gay btw)
and i said, i am FAR from tacky. then he tried to guess where i'm from and finally i said, rhode island slash massachusetts.
and he said with scorn, oh rhode island?? tacky? its not like 100 people with mullets didn't die at a great white show there.
WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i slapped him really hard in the face and walked away. cried for a moment. then i came back and yelled at him. he apologized and said he wouldnt have said that if he had known that i knew people who died in it. that isn't the point, i said. the point is that you dismissed their deaths because you envisioned them to lack the class that you supposedly have. and i said, someday you will discover that the world doesnt only consist of rich assholes like yourself, that there are regular people and you need to stop scorning them. what an asshole. it made me sad.
and here comes the shallow petty awesome comment:
i have this new longwear lipstick and it doesnt feel like makeup at all. and i had SEX and afterwards the lipstick was still there. it's so good.