Feb 09, 2005 00:52
At the moment, i cant
really sleep.. So im thinkin that maybe if i get on here, and bullshit
for a lil bit.. That i'll get tired.. Hmm....
-Today was alright.. Cody didnt come to school today.. BOO.. had to
fucking walk myself to all my classes, and i didnt get to stand with
him at break.. 0 kisses.. haha.. Ill be alright.. actually we're doing
really fuhreaking awesome. Like the past 2 days have been like...
amazingly good... Like its reminding me of how we were when we first
got back together.. I donno its like all of a sudden i fell for him,
all over again.. BOOM... it hit me, again.. Its so awesome right now..
I dont even want to think about it ending.. I love you Cody Wayne~
-Yea so the Military Ball is in like 2 weeks, and im trying to lose a
lil weight, and hopefully get a LITTLE tan before the ball.. It should
all be aight.. The ball is saturday, and my dad is leaving friday.. its
gonna be weird without him.. But extremely less stressful.. And then
the first baseball game is the 22nd.. Me and cody's 4 months is on the
21st (how long we've been together this time) & on the 25th is our
9 months (how long we've been together, total).. i cant even BELIEVE
that 9 months ago.. i fell for this cocky, country boy.. haha.. Like i
remeber the night at Mrs. Sue's, like it was yesterday.. I mean.. I
remeber watching him walk up her yard, and thinking.. gawd this boy is
tooo hott.. hahaha.. and seeing him at school.. we never really talked,
he'd just smile at me.. ah.. his smile.. that smile STILL gets me..
melts my heart everything i wanna be mad at him.. I donno.. after all
this time.. I love him.. i still do.. after everything, gah.. it was
all worth it.. all the nights i was sad, or all the fighting..
everything was worth it.. because i KNOW i couldnt be with someone more
perfect for me... okay im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna shut
up.. Im just really happy that we're doing good!
-Im tired now.. haha my back is starting to hurt.. So im gonna head to bed :-)
::I am seeing in me now, the things you swore you saw yourself::
((tiffany))elacia((rios))