cant sleep

Feb 09, 2005 00:52

At the moment, i cant really sleep.. So im thinkin that maybe if i get on here, and bullshit for a lil bit.. That i'll get tired.. Hmm....

-Today was alright.. Cody didnt come to school today.. BOO.. had to fucking walk myself to all my classes, and i didnt get to stand with him at break.. 0 kisses.. haha.. Ill be alright.. actually we're doing really fuhreaking awesome. Like the past 2 days have been like... amazingly good... Like its reminding me of how we were when we first got back together.. I donno its like all of a sudden i fell for him, all over again.. BOOM... it hit me, again.. Its so awesome right now.. I dont even want to think about it ending.. I love you Cody Wayne~

-Yea so the Military Ball is in like 2 weeks, and im trying to lose a lil weight, and hopefully get a LITTLE tan before the ball.. It should all be aight.. The ball is saturday, and my dad is leaving friday.. its gonna be weird without him.. But extremely less stressful.. And then the first baseball game is the 22nd.. Me and cody's 4 months is on the 21st (how long we've been together this time) & on the 25th is our 9 months (how long we've been together, total).. i cant even BELIEVE that 9 months ago.. i fell for this cocky, country boy.. haha.. Like i remeber the night at Mrs. Sue's, like it was yesterday.. I mean.. I remeber watching him walk up her yard, and thinking.. gawd this boy is tooo hott.. hahaha.. and seeing him at school.. we never really talked, he'd just smile at me.. ah.. his smile.. that smile STILL gets me.. melts my heart everything i wanna be mad at him.. I donno.. after all this time.. I love him.. i still do.. after everything, gah.. it was all worth it.. all the nights i was sad, or all the fighting.. everything was worth it.. because i KNOW i couldnt be with someone more perfect for me... okay im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna shut up.. Im just really happy that we're doing good!

-Im tired now.. haha my back is starting to hurt.. So im gonna head to bed :-)

::I am seeing in me now, the things you swore you saw yourself::

((tiffany))elacia((rios))
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