BRING YOURSLEF TO MIND
Today I heard a tragic story. A story of a boy, a boy with dreams and hopes just like you and I. Un like us this boy is no longer among us in the physical world. He was tragicly beaten to death by a few other kids. He was my neigbor. I have never really spoke to him, just a head nod here or there. He was 19, he was still young and had ambition to live his life. What is this world turning into. Is hell finally making its way up to this world through the souls of are younger generation. Or is it society, is society making a rapid change in the behavior of the creaters of the future. And if this world keeps going on and doesn't end like some say it's going to end in 2012. Then this world is doomed. In cases like this I really wish there would be a god. That kid didn''t diserve to die. All he was doing was protecting his friends, and he got the worst of it. I guess what everyone would say to me is shit happens its life. And i know its life, but life shouldn't be taken so lightly. I don't undrstand some of my friends, they act like life is a game, ya i fuck around put my life in danger and its fun knowing your life could end at any minute. But i don't get them when they say (i don't care what happens to me i don't care what happens in my life.) Or some of them say there going to kill them selfs. Life is about learning and growing, its about testing yourself and using your mind. This might sound ockward but i don't mind when something traggic happens to me,not saying i want it to happen. But i do find my self learning and growing more threw all my bad experiences more then all my good ones I beleive it makes you a better person if you face your problems and it also makes you more head strong. And i also find myself learning more about who i am and its one of the greatest feelings in the world to conquer something in side you. Its like i go through those traggic moments to grow so i can have the final freedom of bliss. All i got to say is i love this life. And every one wishes that there would be world piece, but if there was such a thing this world would be boring and nobody would go anywhere. But my sympathy goes out to that boys family, and i hope they make through it alright. And i hope they learn to cry from the good memories they had and cry becouse they got to experience a part of him. Because some families arn't even lucky enough to create a life, or even afford to take care of a child. So i want to give advise to whoever reads this, love your life, love yourself, you don't want to die tomarrow totaly hating yourself. Becouse every indavidual person is unique. And you should charish that your different from every one else. And don't be scared to show who you are. We are the next generation of this world. And if this world does not end, we can make it a place were society doesn't change behavior. It won't be world peace but it would give everyone else a better understanding of thier selfs and everyone else around them. So many peoples eyes are shut in this world because society has shut them. I personaly want every single person in this world, crimanal, doctor, machanic, mother, father, who ever it is to be able to look out into this world without fear but ambition of understanding.