"so i learned from my mistake and instead of feeding it...im just like, taking a different approach"
I'm up to my third shower today. I still haven't washed away my imperfections.
I think to myself, what is going on? when I damn well know what is going on, and I've decided to return my pride for store credit and just sit down and face myself.
Its been hard transitioning from summer, and I'm admitting to myself I'm having trouble letting go and trusting. I'm obsessing over some things, ignoring others, while in reality I'm not taking the time to step back into reality. The world is entirely beautiful and colorful and magical right now. And I sort of want to scream because I was missing out. I'm not always seeing whats going on; I'm nostalgic for all of the wrong reasons. I'm bitter because I'm prideful and petrified of who I am not. I'm taking beauty for granted.
I think to myself, what is going on? when I damn well know what is going on, and I've decided to return my pride for store credit and just sit down and face myself.
Its been hard transitioning from summer, and I'm admitting to myself I'm having trouble letting go and trusting. I'm obsessing over some things, ignoring others, while in reality I'm not taking the time to step back into reality. The world is entirely beautiful and colorful and magical right now. And I sort of want to scream because I was missing out. I'm not always seeing whats going on; I'm nostalgic for all of the wrong reasons. I'm bitter because I'm prideful and petrified of who I am not. I'm taking beauty for granted.