What is a friend?

[el_wolfie_guapo]

Lately I feel so distant from everyone with the exception of my cousins who are thousands of miles away from me as I'm typing this. It's good to be distant sometimes. People can't hurt or disappoint you when you are. This is not meant to be a depressing entry. I'm quite fine at the moment. I'm just realizing how truely cliche even some friends are. It's strange how some friends can make you feel used or not up to par. I hate when people promise me that I am important to them even when I can't see it myself. If I was really that important, wouldn't I be able to tell? People are becoming more selfish and less genuine, and I want no part of it. Do you really like me or are you just using me to keep yourself occupied?

In other news, I still miss Klaus. I will forever. I have work later today because I need money to pay off my tickets and my car accident incident. Bleh...everything is piling up lately. This weekend I'm looking forward to visiting Jen in L.A. and getting drunk or smoking something. With the way things are going, I NEED this. I'm bored and so dull right now...hasta la vista.