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Yeah. Lots happened recently but I don't know that I feel like taking the time to write it all out. Most of it hasn't been good, with a few exceptions.
My parents spent about a month of solid fighting and not speaking to each other before my dad decided he was moving out. But now it's resolved. No clue how that happened, but I don't think I really care much because at least they're not fighting anymore. I seriously thought they were going to get a divorce. They're both such stubborn people that I didn't honestly believe that either was going to give way and admit they were wrong. Luckily my dad did. Especially because in this scenario, he was pretty much the one who was wrong. I'm just happy that's over.
Been crying a lot and over stupid shit. Am kinda starting to think maybe I should listen to my mom and go on some meds. Rahr. I don't want to take meds, but I'd rather do that than cry all the time. Though I think right now part of it has to do with Kaitlin going back to school. She's this crazy combo of little sister and best friend to me and I can't stand having her in a different state, even if it is a really close one. Oh well. I coped first semester and I can cope again. It's probably just because I saw her so freaking much over vaca that I'm having Kaitlin withdrawal or something like that.
Three days off from work means three days of housework. My room needs cleaning so badly. Would rather spend that time doing something fun, but I'll take what I can get....meaning three days away from the hell that is my job.
Gee, I'm just one big fucking ray of sunshine, aren't I? I'm actually not in a bad mood today, so I guess I should stop sounding like I am. Absolutely re-fucking-diculous of me I must say. Oh well. Guess it's off to get started.
Toodles.
My parents spent about a month of solid fighting and not speaking to each other before my dad decided he was moving out. But now it's resolved. No clue how that happened, but I don't think I really care much because at least they're not fighting anymore. I seriously thought they were going to get a divorce. They're both such stubborn people that I didn't honestly believe that either was going to give way and admit they were wrong. Luckily my dad did. Especially because in this scenario, he was pretty much the one who was wrong. I'm just happy that's over.
Been crying a lot and over stupid shit. Am kinda starting to think maybe I should listen to my mom and go on some meds. Rahr. I don't want to take meds, but I'd rather do that than cry all the time. Though I think right now part of it has to do with Kaitlin going back to school. She's this crazy combo of little sister and best friend to me and I can't stand having her in a different state, even if it is a really close one. Oh well. I coped first semester and I can cope again. It's probably just because I saw her so freaking much over vaca that I'm having Kaitlin withdrawal or something like that.
Three days off from work means three days of housework. My room needs cleaning so badly. Would rather spend that time doing something fun, but I'll take what I can get....meaning three days away from the hell that is my job.
Gee, I'm just one big fucking ray of sunshine, aren't I? I'm actually not in a bad mood today, so I guess I should stop sounding like I am. Absolutely re-fucking-diculous of me I must say. Oh well. Guess it's off to get started.
Toodles.