a real entry
Forgive my delerious ramblings, it's 4 in the morning.
I dont understand myself, i really dont. on a night such as this, i got home around 2:30 or so, picked up some clothes, then suddenly got the urge to clean my room. i get this urge quite a bit at this hour, but it changes quickly. one minute i'll be cleaning my room, then i'll go use the bathroom, and the urge will be gone. strange.
I should really be taking advantage of the rain outside, but i rarely have problems falling asleep. I do love the rain, as i left blaine's house, there were puddles alll over the roads, so of course i had to go ride around driving through puddles. i'm still in awe when i ride through puddles, i'll ohhh and ahhh through everyone. if not ohhs and ahhs, i giggle like a little girl.
getting to sleep earlier would be a great idea on my part. i try to wake up by at least 9:30 so my mom doesnt get too mad at me since i dont have a job and all. i've applied an ass load of places, but i'm still jobless. definitely sucks. the income is cutting 2 yards a week. but the thing is, i love cutting grass. if any of you know of someone who needs their yard cut, please let me know. or any job options, that too would be great. not places to apply, i've done that allll over here. but if you know somewhere that has openings, that would be greatly, greatly appreciated.
i've been reading all my ole entries lately. if you've had your journal for a while, i reccomend you doing the same. i feel like a moron reading some of the stuff i've talked about or things i was thinking. it makes me feel like a moron, but i'll probably go back and read this entry and feel like a moron in another year.
i love 1280 AM, the new orleans espn radio affiliate. this is what keeps me up at night, i sit here and listen to sports talk, and not realize it's past 4 until my dad is waking up for work some mornings, then i decide i better head to bed.
i just checked, my last entry was april 18. i remember i used to update everyday, sometimes more than once back in the day. now, it's been almost 2 months between entries. since then, hmmm what has happened. undefeated in district, won regionals as a team, won the doubles championship at regionals as well, didnt bring the game at state, graduated, panama, yep. taking a month off from tennis felt good, but when i started to play again i realized i missed it, and that it's not a good idea to take that big of a break. took a little bit to find my game again. so far, this summer has been pretty awesome. it's been really relaxed, getting close to certain people, it's really nice. i'm hoping for a trip to grand isle later in the summer, hopefully that will happen.
went see saved! a few nights ago, and i really really enjoyed it. i didnt go into the movie thinking it was a religious flick, i knew it was meant to poke fun at religion. i laughed the entire movie, and though i left the theatre thinking i'd burn in hell, i really really enjoyed it. gregory and quentin made it that much better. we truely are sick people.
bed for me, eventually.
I dont understand myself, i really dont. on a night such as this, i got home around 2:30 or so, picked up some clothes, then suddenly got the urge to clean my room. i get this urge quite a bit at this hour, but it changes quickly. one minute i'll be cleaning my room, then i'll go use the bathroom, and the urge will be gone. strange.
I should really be taking advantage of the rain outside, but i rarely have problems falling asleep. I do love the rain, as i left blaine's house, there were puddles alll over the roads, so of course i had to go ride around driving through puddles. i'm still in awe when i ride through puddles, i'll ohhh and ahhh through everyone. if not ohhs and ahhs, i giggle like a little girl.
getting to sleep earlier would be a great idea on my part. i try to wake up by at least 9:30 so my mom doesnt get too mad at me since i dont have a job and all. i've applied an ass load of places, but i'm still jobless. definitely sucks. the income is cutting 2 yards a week. but the thing is, i love cutting grass. if any of you know of someone who needs their yard cut, please let me know. or any job options, that too would be great. not places to apply, i've done that allll over here. but if you know somewhere that has openings, that would be greatly, greatly appreciated.
i've been reading all my ole entries lately. if you've had your journal for a while, i reccomend you doing the same. i feel like a moron reading some of the stuff i've talked about or things i was thinking. it makes me feel like a moron, but i'll probably go back and read this entry and feel like a moron in another year.
i love 1280 AM, the new orleans espn radio affiliate. this is what keeps me up at night, i sit here and listen to sports talk, and not realize it's past 4 until my dad is waking up for work some mornings, then i decide i better head to bed.
i just checked, my last entry was april 18. i remember i used to update everyday, sometimes more than once back in the day. now, it's been almost 2 months between entries. since then, hmmm what has happened. undefeated in district, won regionals as a team, won the doubles championship at regionals as well, didnt bring the game at state, graduated, panama, yep. taking a month off from tennis felt good, but when i started to play again i realized i missed it, and that it's not a good idea to take that big of a break. took a little bit to find my game again. so far, this summer has been pretty awesome. it's been really relaxed, getting close to certain people, it's really nice. i'm hoping for a trip to grand isle later in the summer, hopefully that will happen.
went see saved! a few nights ago, and i really really enjoyed it. i didnt go into the movie thinking it was a religious flick, i knew it was meant to poke fun at religion. i laughed the entire movie, and though i left the theatre thinking i'd burn in hell, i really really enjoyed it. gregory and quentin made it that much better. we truely are sick people.
bed for me, eventually.