so why did i kiss him so hard, late last friday night?
i dont remember last years day lights saving time to have been so depressing. I dont like it being 6 o clock and already pitch black. it might just have to do with my day. i got up at 9:30 and have literally sat in my room all day, going through boxes of pictures, notes, my old journals, and other documentations of mine-and listening to music. i talked to jordan for maybe a few minutes, but otherwise have had no other human contact. and in a few ways i like it. Its been a good weekend. Marges party was very very very fun. Everyones costumes were fantastic. im the only girl who can say she spent the weekend as tinker bell and hung out with captain jack sparrow, and a california raisin. as soon as i get the pictures on a disc i will post some. everywhere we went out in public jacob and i got lots of laughs. some guys even asked to take our picture. its too bad wesley wasnt there for the wal mart extravaganza. he looked amazing. Saturday was a very nicely spent day. We didnt wake up until 2 and just laid in bed for an hour or so. ate breakfast, then went back to bed. and laid there until about 6 or so talking, and listening to music until jacob came. He's the only one i would be able to do that with. and enjoy it that much. my bed felt so lonely last night after that. i hated it. i get addicted to cuddling with him. and have withdrawls. the party last night was pretty fun. I dont know why but i just wasnt in the crazy party mood though. i ended up leaving with trevor around 1, and he brought me home. it was partly because i was supposed to go out to lunch with travis and the gang. but he never called me or answered his phone. ditched. maybe, or they just didnt do it. i'm still smiling. tinker bell really does bring out the best in me.