please, bury me with it.

[el_scorcho3]

i'm lost. i dont know what to do anymore.i don't want to loose you, but your the last person i want to see. we were such good friends. and we could've been the best of lovers. i dont understand! i cant do this to myself anymore. you waited for me after class today. that was so unexpected. it kind of made me happy, but at the same time i wasnt ready to see you yet. i'm wasting my time. because i obviously mean nothing to you. last night made everything even worse.

Today stephereferus came to lunch. she brought me flowers and a balloon :) it was the sweetest thing in the world. i miss her SO much. she was the only person i needed.

tonight is ska is dead! i will skank skank skank all my troubles away!