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Been working for days on.This past sunday I can admit I had fun.worked mornings.got calls.satisfied customers.slow as the 24hrs.in a day.Finished as my son visited me at work for the first time.I was so happy to see the "gordo's" I missed him and just held him while the time clock and cameras watched.Didnt care much if getting in trouble was the end result of his visit.He asked and I promised him that Id visit and play toys with him.Hell Yeah!.Showed up around 25till6pm.The x-x opened the door for him and he let me in.Saw all the toys in his room scattered around and some organized as if he set them up so we can go place to place and change playing toys if needed.Time passed us by and 7pm I had no time left but I had some shopping to do.Walking and letting my son know I was leaving upset him and closed his bedroom door on me."you aint going anywhere.daddy"I stopped and asked to be excused he then walked me down to my truck and showed me in the most heartbraking way that he didnt want me to leave.he cried and waked for my arms.i held him and calmed him down.didnt work till i suggested i take him with me shopping.So I did as the x-x talked on the phone with her current "husband" and talked filth of me.I didnt care I took my son to a few stores.
1.circutcity.2.wherehousemusic.3.target...every single time we walked tall together into the stores as we acted or I guess you can say I acted along with him.Like a mad menace.Done shopping I drop him back at the x-x and I give him a kiss goodbye as he slept in my arms from the drive down.I told you.I had fun!...
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Yesterday was my day off and as such task have to be done anyways.Drove my love to a appointment. That ended up killing us thru the mornings dry love given and cussing words of plea.No one stopped till a black aged lady came by in a :hovearound: and said "how do you think they keep the leafs shinny like that?" Love & I said nothing and cracked a smile as If we knew it was time to stop the ignorance.Ate.Took her to work.Drove back happy with a kick of kiss.Got home and visits from Rick.Brother.Jessica.Wes.Kat.takes up the time of task at home and leave to clean before their arrival while my love talked to her father on the tele.The room got smokey and sleep came early as we watched :I TU MAMA TAMBIEN: enjoing.cantwait.tofinish watching it.
*In dreams.I reflect myself back as the photo.No such view of my eyes but bright light.As I sat there like this photo with my family all around me.I had a visit from my passed grandparents.I missed them and I could of sworn when I hugged them I could feel and smell them back when they where king & queen on this earth.My abuelita talked to me about my evil footsoldier behavior.As my abuelo talked to me about grasping those dreams and goals and making them -NOW-...Appreciate them with all my heart.I will listen and live on.eternal.like them...
Abuelita did say to me last:sigue marchando como un soldado de dios se fuerte+amoroso+respetoso en todo:
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Gift exchange for me and my love.This past sunday night.I received a new sketchbook.As my love received her soon to be read AMERICAN PHSYCO film on dvd.We loved it.And since that night realize a few changes that no one noticed by the naked eye.My love is pushing me foward at a step at a time and Im deeply greatful of her.I have not done my own full paged Sketchbook since 2000.Reason? life i guess.Now I took the time to ride over with her to .Hobby Lobby. and began to equipt myself with some pens.markers.pencils.sharpners.erasers.I look foward to my progress on this book as It has already begun.One piece complete entiltled.MASOKIST.and a nice portrait in the works of a skeletal.ZAPATA."Loving you to deatH" as one of my past pieces called.(www.puma-dlc.fotopic.net) is so true.Thank you my love for the changed scenery as we complained about and said it would not change till the institution gave you the degree of contrare...
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