Let's get to it... G'
ºI had to get rich' or either sit bitch'for rolling shot gun, I had to get my own shit, aint shit changed i just switched games, my bank account aint the same but im still the same' This is my life...+º
ºComing off a home that housed me & my familia, for 12yrs. now gone left in the best memories brought to us, made by us...made us who we now'.
A home that came straight from a lower class quarter of our city in which members of a minority group live especially because of social, legal, or economic pressure. Now it sits there with a new front lawn.flowers and freshly painted.ready for a new fresh start...I can feel strong knowing that I'm out of there once again' back then i was only 18' rushing my dreams of rock stardom* & fatherhood' along with the good decisions along with the bad.Had my constant noise of a band' play for years as projects passed, shows where booked, art pieces where created, arguments and hate existed, anguish and fear played out night to night, sleepless nights listening for the next sunrise,letting the devil in me feed womens scents and juices, and lost lovers i wish i would of never lost'.the world turned up it's weight for more than i could of handled as cheatscodes existed between the reality game to the N64'game.disrespecting the best and hating the weak i would of never known that my life at that age would bring repercussions & was placed in an entire locked & lost, with the rest of the statistics' supporting a family with my milked band & business' soon i got the red carpet ripped from up off under me, with a broken family.with a broken heart.with a broken vision.and living with beign cheated for all i had...
I went back at 23' to this home.I had the hardest times to break from the pain, as the imagination kept the disrepecting X'in mind.as i.spent months on the road sending back the check$.not knowing she would rather ride her entire life away on stranger's dick...I so blew that chance at life away'but spending those 5 yrs. away from home taught me enough to get me thru.learning from the sick, learning from the haters, learning from the experienced, learning from the wise, i turned the hands of time back for another chance.I had to get up off my ass, to make the time pass...
Out on 24's I walk with 2005&the key to the time, it hasn't been easy with a few moral test from,-hate.love.selfcontrol.selfrespect.2faith+ i don't care to let them take a hold of me anymore.i've learned to make a living off of the things that keep you rolling,no one can take that from me. They might have their intentions but i have the high hand to make sure they recognize who i really am'and don't take shit for an answer. "Fuck them people now"
I'll eventually catch up to them...
*NO HATE*---1117-+
ºGoin'on a year at the SUB' working long hrs.pleasing customers to the best of' and worst of'.who the boss? is the question many have asked me when i question the authority' but i like running business.i call all the shots to the hater employees in that place.i can't stand a motherfucking slacker!
I've been paveing my way up the latter just to have something for myself' but the year has made me more hungry for business and money' making it work with what i got and feeding the investments and proving the respect i get...
A year, later i'll be damned if i let them mess my name up'
Best management:Best customerservice:Go See For YOURSELF!
"huh'ruth!"mngt.
ºMy son's turning(4)this coming sept.he's catching up with me and i couldn't ask for more...Now watching him speak to me is a pleasure to finally get to hear what he has to say, keeping him around me & my family has not only gotten us closer to him but closer to his family as well...My X has learned to respect me as his father and as a man, i could only wish this could of come at a sooner time but, the present is the time for everything...My son has now switched his HERO fame from Spiderman to the Dad's fav.the Batman, finally! I now spoil him with the toys i wish i had and the company of a father that i lacked as a child...I love this kid!
ºListen to the crouds' I tried that a few weeks back.
I went out to the eastside in support & to prove to my longtime friend that I'm still for him.Soon I walked up in that place with faces turning back at me with a smerk and face to die for.People not knowing my name, but remembering me somewhere...I walked and sat down as their set started.-5393- their new league band' with old faces and friends that used to call me friend...
Watched him as he put himself in a bass riff that ripped the beginners a new name' their sound had the flow but at times it would lose it self in noise' Nothing more than a 30min.set my ride is kicked out with old bitch pride and has left me' there with my love and my blade strapped belt to deal with the drama to that came.I soon learned that the scene has not changed' there for it's still the reason i left it in the first place.nothing but immatures and hopefulls with out real dreams'.so you tell me who's really progressing?
ºThe love of me+ who can forget a girl like her? Now, our relationship has been solid for the months passed and months to come.yeh' months thats how it comes...recently i've seen her become more than the GIRLFRIEND'
she has placed herself next to the thrown and has become her own
person.working.hustlin.getting her shit done and handled, i love her for that it makes me head nowhere but foward.now our plans have grown and many have become realized now we plan to make a name for ouselves as a couple, with our talents.arts.musics.etcs.soon in a few weeks i shall show her the ropes in the tattoo & piercing arts...so if anyone outthere love tat's or wants one or wants an new piercing let me know.id be glad to put you in my planner...
keep a close eye on her' see how i love her...'
*Long entry, I know.Get used to it...Miss the feedback people'let me hear from ya' I still show' :love: Post/Later...Takecare'pp's
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