rascal flatts lyrics + recent complaints
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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i am tired, i am sick, and i have had a bad day. an ugly day that was the draining and if i were to do it over again i would probably just stay in bed all day and let the day pass me by. because nothing, and i truely mean nothing, was worth getting up for. not the arguments, not the overall feeling, not anything with jose or any friends. nothing was worth waking up for. so if i could, i would demand a refund for such a lousy day. and i don't care that i am being whiny and complaining, because after today, i don't care if i look like a wimp the truth is i feel like shit. absolute shit. and no one should have days like this. i don't care if "that's life" or whatever other bull you could say. today sucked and it shouldn't have happened. and since it was a friday i won't get to see if things will get better until monday though i can say with some certainty that the weekend itself, will suck also. b/c i have nothing to do. there are things i want to do, but i am a loser and have no one to do them with.
if i were to lay down and die right now, no one would notice for quite some time.