Mar 12, 2004 18:14
hola to one and all how are yaLL i have had a rough day lol go figure my mom is gay i cant
stand her we always are fighting again go figure she was yelling at me and pinned me to the fridge saying do u understand
repeated like 6 times and i was like no n she got mad because i said i didnt get it lol it was so funny but shes gone now they
are at a party thing with my grandparents im supposed to be cleaning AND not getting on the internet or on the phone btu joel called
earlier and i couldnt talk so i called him back now they are in mississippi yea i hate being around my mom its and automatica bitchy
triger and it makes me be pissy then i try chillin with my dad but she just makes me want tscream and then i cant talk to
him ... so km apologized to me n steph today i guess that makes her think everything is better maybe idk but tll take a lot
more than that she said n did sum mean htgns not sayign i did i may have n sorry to all if i did but arh i dk o well
`why doesnt he bellieve me he askes and i tell him the truth btu he doesnt sound like he believes me y is that i should be the
one with that out look argh i just dont like life nemore i just wana go away where there is nothng to bother me i cant believe
that there is only 30 days left of school im gonna die but seiously i dont think our family will still be one after this summer unless
something drmatic happens but idk argh i hate summers it horible last sumer i drew the line in the sand with my mother i just cant
waitto see what this summer has in store for me...m so excited ABOUT tomorow yayaya we have state woohoo but i may get a
poor but thats ok its 10 hrs with out my mom so who really cares lol me klaire kye sarah n chelsey r gonna have FUN i should get back to my cleaning
pray for me!!! luv ya'll Deanna