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If I pull my hair out and start screaming utter nonsense right now, I think I'd feel completely justified.
The show is open, and still having tech issues. Granted, a few of them were calling issues on my part, but I have trigger happy board ops, and while things are improving, we're still having trouble. I am frustrated with myself. I cannot solve this. I can however catch up on the mountain of paperwork, homework, assistantship duties, and simple chores that is threatening to bury me.
I've been asking my RAs for the better part of a week now if a tentatively scheduled event this Saturday would work or not. I still don't have a straight answer, and am now on hold yet again. I am trying to work out a guest artist coming to visit us and give a performance, and am stymied in the confirmation of time phase at this point. I don't have a solution, and am again, waiting on other people.
I just want information! Please read your emails people and respond in a timely manner, please!
I've had a bowl of cereal, a bag of sun chips, a bag of popcorn, and a cereal snack bar to eat today and been stuck in my office since I arrived for my matinee show yesterday at noon. I have been here in this building for 13 hours!! I just want something to go right for once.
I think I need a super-sized alcoholic drink and a long vacation before I go insane. I need to get away and do something creative - my office is slowly working at sucking the life out of me body and soul and I'm getting to the point where I want to scream at the injustice and terrible brutality of it all. I want to be free to write and draw and craft and make something that shows off my creativity, because right now it isn't to be found in my paperwork.
I love my job, I just want some time off to be able to enjoy it. I would like an answer to something in life instead of another question.
I look around me, and all I can do is ponder how I got here.
Maybe tomorrow will be better. I plan on going grocery shopping. At least that's a change of pace from the unending toil and weariness of it all.
The show is open, and still having tech issues. Granted, a few of them were calling issues on my part, but I have trigger happy board ops, and while things are improving, we're still having trouble. I am frustrated with myself. I cannot solve this. I can however catch up on the mountain of paperwork, homework, assistantship duties, and simple chores that is threatening to bury me.
I've been asking my RAs for the better part of a week now if a tentatively scheduled event this Saturday would work or not. I still don't have a straight answer, and am now on hold yet again. I am trying to work out a guest artist coming to visit us and give a performance, and am stymied in the confirmation of time phase at this point. I don't have a solution, and am again, waiting on other people.
I just want information! Please read your emails people and respond in a timely manner, please!
I've had a bowl of cereal, a bag of sun chips, a bag of popcorn, and a cereal snack bar to eat today and been stuck in my office since I arrived for my matinee show yesterday at noon. I have been here in this building for 13 hours!! I just want something to go right for once.
I think I need a super-sized alcoholic drink and a long vacation before I go insane. I need to get away and do something creative - my office is slowly working at sucking the life out of me body and soul and I'm getting to the point where I want to scream at the injustice and terrible brutality of it all. I want to be free to write and draw and craft and make something that shows off my creativity, because right now it isn't to be found in my paperwork.
I love my job, I just want some time off to be able to enjoy it. I would like an answer to something in life instead of another question.
I look around me, and all I can do is ponder how I got here.
Maybe tomorrow will be better. I plan on going grocery shopping. At least that's a change of pace from the unending toil and weariness of it all.