Apr 13, 2010 01:24
I'm exhausted and physically drained from teching a show. Last week was an emotionally intense week to boot too.
Got into a fight with a friend Sunday night. Didn't talk to him for a week. We now seem to be slightly back on speaking terms.
My grandfather, David G. Simons, passed away on Monday. I got that call about an hour before walking into the rehearsal room.
My dad went in for minor surgery this past Friday, and was not doing well for like two days, but is now doing better.
I'm just tired, and running on caffeine and cigarettes can only carry you so far. I really need a day off. Oh wait...nope...I don't get one of those! Silly me.
Got a job offer for Wisconsin. I don't want to take it, but I think the distance from people in town here might do me well.
I feel really broken right now. Like I'm the toy that no one really loved, but took off the shelf to give to their baby brother to chew on. It's a weird feeling, and I just don't think I'm going to shake it for a while.
I just need an answer, and sadly, I don't think there is one forthcoming.