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Augh, why is my self-esteem always so low that I always feel inadequate in comparison to everyone else? I've also been feeling like I'm more of an annoyance than a friend lately, like if I suddenly dropped off the face of the earth it'd take people a month to notice.
Maybe I've gotten so used to being a loner all my life that I don't really know how to function properly. I feel like all my relationships that go beyond 'acquaintance' turns into me being an annoyance or ignored or something.
I really hope I have something worth posting about soon. Emo posts like this make me disgusted in myself. Maybe I'll be better off when I finally manage to move out.
Maybe I've gotten so used to being a loner all my life that I don't really know how to function properly. I feel like all my relationships that go beyond 'acquaintance' turns into me being an annoyance or ignored or something.
I really hope I have something worth posting about soon. Emo posts like this make me disgusted in myself. Maybe I'll be better off when I finally manage to move out.