Estas Sabanas Frias
Yesterday sucked so fucking much. I couldn't fucking go to the party(whoever's eyes are on this know which one). It wasn't that I couldn't go, it was that we didn't go. Since my grandma is staying with us, even though she wasn't meant to be, we couldn't go. She's not a part of that family,therefore, it set me back. Besides, I doubt my parents would've gone even if she wasn't with us...and that's probably because they hate going out. Throughout the day I felt this empty, yet heavy feeling...like I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I forget how to...or maybe it's just that I can't. It sucked ass. I tried to think of things to do in order to forget about it or to make the time go by more easily...and even when I tried to perform these actions, I couldn't. I couldn't get the damn thought out of my head. Fortunately, the day went by without a single notice. So now, I'm going to play some Shenmue, and that leaves me with the last two words in my hand...good bye.