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so im starting to get used to living in the fall. i realized in high school it was all structured and routine yet here everything changes day to day, not just the classes but with what i do at night. i've been going out way too much and its not the going out thats affecting me its all the money i have to spend doing it. i literally am on the tightest budget in the world and i know i should get a job but it just can't bring myself to do it.
recently i began feeling like i was gaining more self control with guys and it all just kinda went downhill as of last week. after what i heard last night i seriously hope that for once i can stand my ground and not give in. but honestly all it takes it usually a look and im hooked all over again.
recently i began feeling like i was gaining more self control with guys and it all just kinda went downhill as of last week. after what i heard last night i seriously hope that for once i can stand my ground and not give in. but honestly all it takes it usually a look and im hooked all over again.