Sigh

[el_elotero]

Dosh darnit i do miss her a whole lot, i am not going to say i dont, I just dont understand why i cant see her. WHy we never manage to be at the same place at the same time, our timing is always off. :-( Sigh .. oh well. I need a scanner, does ANYONE have a SCANNER!!!??? i need to put my head shot in the computer so i can start submitting resumes and stuff. I want to do COMEDY!!!! I love everysecond on stage, and if it was up to me, the whole world would be a stage and I would be in the spotlight 24 -7 it sometimes feels like that for me. ANd I LOVE IT!!! i love making people LAUGH Just making a difference in someones life for me is something absolutely AWESOME!!!! I love the fact that when people are sad, they remember something that i said that made em smile. I love that. I love being thought of. I like thinking of people. I like to be the guy EVERYBODY can rely on, even though sometimes it just doesnt work out that way, Sometimes i feel like i spread myself too thin. Theres 2 outlets for me, COMEDY is one and PARTYIN is the other. I am living life to the fullest right now, but i do wish i had a special someone to care for, someone to call and just TALK to to have hour conversations with. Someone to talk to late at night when I have NOTHING to do!!!! someone to say goodnight to. I really miss that. I really miss her.

Goodnight.

Im thinking about you

angel de mi amor.