A bunch of whining.
what has every one been up to? me just here thinking about what my shitty life will lead up to in the future. what we are going through sucks money wise, relationship wise, time wise..... ahhhhh. my parents have or better yet were fighting a whole lot. the other week my dad was complaining about one of my aunts to my mom, and she just got up and left the house. since my dad couldnt chase her my sister went after her. i dont blame her, i feel like leaving the fuck out of here from time to time. i cant though. i have to show that everything is ok to my parents. i dont show how frustrated i am. i dont have time to do anything now. i cant sit down and practice like i used to, and when i do have the time i get all fucked up in the head because i feel that i am not going to go anywhere with it.
earlier i was practicing and i got so frustrated over nothing. Fuck!! its hard to explain!
the only thing that is going good at the moment is school. when im at school i dont think about whats going on at home. ahh, well im going to go now. talk to all you guys/gals later. have a good one.
earlier i was practicing and i got so frustrated over nothing. Fuck!! its hard to explain!
the only thing that is going good at the moment is school. when im at school i dont think about whats going on at home. ahh, well im going to go now. talk to all you guys/gals later. have a good one.