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Bad mood again. I love the respect people have for me here. I feel like I just don't mean anything. People can't listen to me long enough for me to finish a fucking sentance. Let alone have a whole conversation with them. I'm resorting to my plan z, comlete shut down. The fences are goin up baby. If they won't respect me. Why should I respect them. I feel no need to be part of the group any more. I;m outta here in a little over a quarter. All that matters now is the grades, and I've already gotten in to college. I can't fucking wait to go to college, as I said in my last journal entry, so I never have to see any of these faces again. Visiting next year is going to be wierd, just becuase I will have had time to let all of my feelings build up, in such a strong negative way because there will have been no positives to balance them out. Cannotfuckingwait.