Dec 21, 2005 20:07
christmas just is not the same at all anymore.....
i dont see the bright christmas decorations. i dont smell cookies baking in the oven. i dont hear cheery christmas music. i dont see my family.
i miss the all old christmass ive had..... it will definitley never be the same again.
making things even worse... my mom is reallyyy considering moving to arizona sometime in january. i will be stuck here all alone. the only family i have here now is my my cousin nancy, her husband, and their babies. and thats only in the winter and spring.
i would feel sooo lost....
im not even gonna have eri here after the 14th....
the holidays are not very plesant this year.