Quick update
Hello all....
or if no one is there... hello life. As in mine. Hello journal. Hello self.
Well holy snikeys... where have I been?
Well been stressed beyond belief to start. But it can all end now.
I'm officially a home owner!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
....and I've been working a new job!!! I work as a Lab Technician during the night when you are sleeping!! Yes I'm one of those weirdos in a white lab coat walking around with blood samples of horses, dolphins, lions, you know the usual!
Bwwwwwwwwahaha.
Yes I'm a nerd. But its nice to really use my brain at a job for once. And then I'm home when the sun is out!!! ...and occasionally I sleep. Somewhere in there.
...and on that note.. gotta showwa meetin friends at Mexican restaurant for dinn dinn and margaritas.
Men on the home front?
Well been dating this guy a few years younger.... an artsy guy. I like him more than I'm willing to admit to him, my friends/fam, & myself. But at least I know that I do. But I think that my ability to trust men has been completely shot.
I look for love on the home front & wonder if I'm even capable of it anymore. I've let myself love too easily in the past & its just blown up in my face. My ability to actually love yes I think has died. Although the desire is there... hummm....
Its kinda like that time years ago when I was dating Shillaly boy (Shillelagh) and we took mushrooms. I body felt like it had to pee like a racehorse. But when I actually tried nothing happened. Suddenly I couldn't pee.
Ok. That was a terrible comparison. Unbelievable!
I seem so mature with the important job & now owning a house.... but then all of my credibility goes out the window in a statement like that.
*sighs*
Anyways.... on another note.. speakin of Shillaly boy... that bastard called me from his new home somewhere where it is hot and sunny. Just to say I love you... blah blah blah promise me you won't get married....
YOU BASTARD!!!!
...and its a wonder why I can't love anymore. Humm.
What else? The girls and I are taking a ladies trip to Ireland in a few months! WOO HOO!
P>S> Holy SHIZZOT has LJ changed!! Where am I!?!?!?! Ahhh I see they must be getting myspace competition! Bwahaha!!
ok folks gotta run!
or if no one is there... hello life. As in mine. Hello journal. Hello self.
Well holy snikeys... where have I been?
Well been stressed beyond belief to start. But it can all end now.
I'm officially a home owner!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
....and I've been working a new job!!! I work as a Lab Technician during the night when you are sleeping!! Yes I'm one of those weirdos in a white lab coat walking around with blood samples of horses, dolphins, lions, you know the usual!
Bwwwwwwwwahaha.
Yes I'm a nerd. But its nice to really use my brain at a job for once. And then I'm home when the sun is out!!! ...and occasionally I sleep. Somewhere in there.
...and on that note.. gotta showwa meetin friends at Mexican restaurant for dinn dinn and margaritas.
Men on the home front?
Well been dating this guy a few years younger.... an artsy guy. I like him more than I'm willing to admit to him, my friends/fam, & myself. But at least I know that I do. But I think that my ability to trust men has been completely shot.
I look for love on the home front & wonder if I'm even capable of it anymore. I've let myself love too easily in the past & its just blown up in my face. My ability to actually love yes I think has died. Although the desire is there... hummm....
Its kinda like that time years ago when I was dating Shillaly boy (Shillelagh) and we took mushrooms. I body felt like it had to pee like a racehorse. But when I actually tried nothing happened. Suddenly I couldn't pee.
Ok. That was a terrible comparison. Unbelievable!
I seem so mature with the important job & now owning a house.... but then all of my credibility goes out the window in a statement like that.
*sighs*
Anyways.... on another note.. speakin of Shillaly boy... that bastard called me from his new home somewhere where it is hot and sunny. Just to say I love you... blah blah blah promise me you won't get married....
YOU BASTARD!!!!
...and its a wonder why I can't love anymore. Humm.
What else? The girls and I are taking a ladies trip to Ireland in a few months! WOO HOO!
P>S> Holy SHIZZOT has LJ changed!! Where am I!?!?!?! Ahhh I see they must be getting myspace competition! Bwahaha!!
ok folks gotta run!