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Well hello everyone who reads this!
Actually, that would be about two people oon a good day. Not that I blame anyone for not reading my words. I never update this thing and I really don't like to write simply to update people about my day. I figure, everyone who has a vested interest in me and my life, they know what's going on.
Anyway, I'm pregnant. My fiance is leastwise. It's kind of weird, thinking I'm gonna be a daddy. I mean, will I screw up. I think of the kind of people we are and I think, wow. If this kid is a combination of us, boy is the rest of the world in for it. I don't know. Maybe I'm making this into more of a deal than it is. I think that's what childbirth is. The most important event that could ever happen in someone's life that doesn't mean dick to someone else.
I also think about parents of serial killers and rapist. Like, truly evil individuals. That parents can't have fucked up that bad. I know some really bad parents and there aren't nearly as many fucked up kids. So maybe sometimes that just happens and there's nothing the parents can do. How would I feel then?
Something to ponder and keep me awake at night.
nbb
Actually, that would be about two people oon a good day. Not that I blame anyone for not reading my words. I never update this thing and I really don't like to write simply to update people about my day. I figure, everyone who has a vested interest in me and my life, they know what's going on.
Anyway, I'm pregnant. My fiance is leastwise. It's kind of weird, thinking I'm gonna be a daddy. I mean, will I screw up. I think of the kind of people we are and I think, wow. If this kid is a combination of us, boy is the rest of the world in for it. I don't know. Maybe I'm making this into more of a deal than it is. I think that's what childbirth is. The most important event that could ever happen in someone's life that doesn't mean dick to someone else.
I also think about parents of serial killers and rapist. Like, truly evil individuals. That parents can't have fucked up that bad. I know some really bad parents and there aren't nearly as many fucked up kids. So maybe sometimes that just happens and there's nothing the parents can do. How would I feel then?
Something to ponder and keep me awake at night.
nbb