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[eksistenze]

waxing poetic, i melt
i spew out cliches like so much alcohol laden vomit
look at me!
i entertain you
i yell and scream and dance about
a spectacle for your enjoyment
give me applause, laughter
give me your love, i need it so
it's all a lie
i hate you all
i rant at your stupidity and you only want more
you will suck me dry if i let you
if i can't stop you
it proves too tempting
i turn towards the dark
it envelopes me
it wants me for its own
everyone wants me but me
i only want it to end
fuck you