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The life is such a temptation. Beyond words. I know what I want. A Godly life. Or more accurately, the life God wants for me. But the attraction. Having a woman. Drugs. Sex. Sin is enticing. I cannot hold it against anyone for having given in to temptation. I apologize to anyone I ever seemed holier than. I know I'm not. I am as low as anyone else in this world. Slowly, my illusions are breaking down. We are called to a higher purpose and life. It's so seductive, this world. Beauty untold. And the promise of satisfaction that is never delivered.
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