Some foreign presence you feel comes creeping through, some stream of hope.

Jan 02, 2023 01:34

Woke up at three o'clock in the morning next to my friend Joel on the floor. Woke him up and we stumbled home. Literally have no recollection of the night before. I'm a big fan of new years, I'm all about new starts. I always tell myself "Oh, I'm going to do better this year, you can do this shit." Its never gonna happen but its nice to hope. 2009 was crazy.. I mean, 2008 was too. I don't know. 2009 wasn't really my craziest year like I was fucking crazy but I toned it down torwards the end of the year. Like 2008 I was just straight up psycho. I look back on it and I'm like "Oh, you freaking idiot." I think its kind of important to go crazy once, just to feel the relief of not being a psycho and realizing that you're strong enough to let shit go. I'm really excited about 2010, my best friend is coming back home, I'm looking fresher than ever, I'm not fucked up everyday. I'm not really anything special but I feel like I made some good steps this year.

So like a month or two ago I saw Milk. I know I'm mad late. Yo that movie was fresh, I liked it a lottttttt. I mean everyone knows I'm down for the gays haha. I'm normally not attracted to Emile Hirsch but holy shit he was BANGING in this movie, like I was tripping dude. He was so fucking hot. His like stupid curly hair and his like cocky swagger. Like he was a total queen but like, I don't care. I wish Emile would like keep his hair and shit like that he was soooo cute! It was like the 70's and he was wearing shit that people were wearing now. I kind of dig the whole grimy hipster look on dudes, like not really to get with but its fun to look at.

Soo I was never really that into that 70's show. Like, I always liked it but you know it was never a big deal. Now I'm so fucking obsessed with that show. I truly think its sooo underrated, I know it had mad seasons and whatever but nobody says their favorite show is that 70's show but its SO GOOD. I never realized how good it was until I started watching every episode and its just really great. They nail that whole I'm a slacker teenager and I just chill anywhere warm with a TV and I'm bored all the time thing. Also I think Ashton Kutcher did an amazing job with the role of Kelso. He should have won an emmy. The more I watched the more impressed I was. This motherfucker is good yo. Same with Jackie, Mila Kunis did a good ass job. I think they were all pretty excellent actually. Its just a really good show imo. I mean the last season sucked but that goes for every sitcom. Eric and Donna were so great, it made me wish for some sort of cute highschool relationship to look back on. Jackie and Hyde were my favorites though, cause I love all relationships where the people sort of hate eachother but just can't help liking them at the same time. Something about that show, its just so sweet. Sometimes I watch TV and it makes me feel feel so weird, like why can't I be as charming as Jim on The Office?! But when I watch that 70's show I'm just like awwww how cute.

I don't know I'm kind of all over the place today. I'm just like mad hungover and its late and ughhhhhhhhh. I'm a fucking mess. Next year is going to be sloppy. I will legit have no fucking friends it gonna be the saddest year of my life. I want to go shopping but I'm too poor. Oh well, oh well.

hungover, crazyness, friends, new years, crazy, the office, that 70's show, emile hirsch, milk, tv, drunk, alchohol

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