Apr 18, 2005 19:41
Ok...so it seems like my livejournal is the place to be I guess. But this happening that happened in my comments made me wanna write an entry in response. For all of you out there that hate Rick, I'm sorry. I'm not going to mention any names. I know you've heard some of the stuff that we've been through, but the truth is, I love him...and I love him a lot. Even though we aren't going out right now, I still love him so much. He has opened up my eyes to a whole new view on life and took me out of my depression by being there and listening to me when I needed someone to talk to. Even though a lot of you heard the bad times in our relationships, there were sooo many good times, and that's important. It's been proven that bad news gets spread around more than good news, and everyone has just heard the bad about this relationship. I'm more miserable now than I have been in a while and I wasn't this way when I was going out w/ Rick. Me and Rick had our arguements, but it wasn't always his fault either, which I failed to mention because I was pissed off. I was very immature about a lot of the stuff we argued about and I put stress in the relationship that didn't need to be there. I'm not saying that he wasn't at fault some of the times, because he was...but so was I. There are going to be times where one person is at fault in the relationship's arguements. I'm sorry that many of you took offense to his comment. There are things in there you could take offense to. However, he is expressing his opinion just like Bobby did before he found out who it was. I do appreciate Bobby stating his opinion as well.
Ok so all in all, I know that all of you are my friends...and I know that some of you have problems w/ Rick. But this entry is just to say that he's not going anywhere. Me and him are staying very close and I'm sorry if anyone has a problem with that. If you guys are true friends, just please respect my decision to stay in touch with him and continue to remain close. It's my decision and I'm doing what is making me happy. If I need any of you, it's now more than ever. I'm going through a very rough time and I hope that all of you will remain close to me because you all are important.
In response to the Meg thing, yes...me and meg have had our issues and to tell you the truth, there are still some things that need to be sorted out. I'm not going to go into detail b/c it's not for the world to know...only for me and meg to talk about.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinions...and I'm just going to keep living my life the way that I want to because I'm the only one that can make decisions about what I want in my life. Right now, it's my friends and Rick.
Thanks for reading this guys. Feel free to comment on anything I said. I'm open to anything, even if you have a problem with anything that I said. Please, I need to hear what you guys have to say. Thanks...