why....

Dec 24, 2003 12:46

do other people have so much control over my emotions?
do i wish i could go away?
do i wish i could stay in my room forever?
do i just want to sleep and watch tv and not fix up my room?

i don't even feel the christmas spirit...
i miss people and i want them around me but then when they're around me, i still feel alone and i still feel inferior.
since when do i feel like i need to impress my friends?
it feels so fake, like this competition that i never agreed to be in.

it's the worst feeling when music isn't even comforting to me.
what's going on? it's vacation.

saved by the bell might help...

merry christmas everyone
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