ups and downs... a pretty good day in the life
yesterday, i had an emotional break down. maybe it's because i got all these grades back and im not doing as well as i want to be considering how little sleep i get. i also made a list of reasons why im upset (16 total) and none of the issues can be solved. anyways, i really couldn't control myself and im not exactly sure what happened. really, i think i needed sleep... i skipped volleyball and didn't even talk to the coach. that added more stress to my life...
today was better though i guess. when i woke up at 4:30 i got an e-mail from milos. i love this kid. no matter what, he will always be one of my favorite people on earth. after studying for a while for history dbq test, off to school. bassin was annoying in the morning but then he showed me the recommendation he wrote for me and i almost started to cry. (teresa's basically brought me to tears too.) it's just amazing that you ask people to do you favors and they're so incredibly nice about it... i gave him a hug though. that was weird... moving on... wesleyan visited. im not sure what i think about, maybe a little too small? almost had another breakdown right before the history test, but god bless lenient hebrew teachers who allow you to do work for other classes during their classes (what they ignore wont hurt them). the dbq was awful, hand almost fell off, but whatever, it's over :)
spoke to coach katz at lunch, she was so understanding (thank god) she can be really scary... went to student gov meeting and so, once again, did not have time to eat lunch. sort of slept thru the rest of the day, but with my eyes open. volleyball was tough today, lots of running laps for stupid mistakes... when i got home, i really went to sleep.
the joy of having two ap tests tomorrow is really hard to explain. half of me is like FUCK THIS SHIT and the other half wants to sleep forever and ignore everything about this stupid year.
i wish stuff would sort itself out with my friends, then i could at least be positive about one area of my life.
on another note:
GUESS WHO IM-ED ME IN MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!
THATDESKLAMP.
GUYS--DONT FUCK WITH ME OK? I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.
today was better though i guess. when i woke up at 4:30 i got an e-mail from milos. i love this kid. no matter what, he will always be one of my favorite people on earth. after studying for a while for history dbq test, off to school. bassin was annoying in the morning but then he showed me the recommendation he wrote for me and i almost started to cry. (teresa's basically brought me to tears too.) it's just amazing that you ask people to do you favors and they're so incredibly nice about it... i gave him a hug though. that was weird... moving on... wesleyan visited. im not sure what i think about, maybe a little too small? almost had another breakdown right before the history test, but god bless lenient hebrew teachers who allow you to do work for other classes during their classes (what they ignore wont hurt them). the dbq was awful, hand almost fell off, but whatever, it's over :)
spoke to coach katz at lunch, she was so understanding (thank god) she can be really scary... went to student gov meeting and so, once again, did not have time to eat lunch. sort of slept thru the rest of the day, but with my eyes open. volleyball was tough today, lots of running laps for stupid mistakes... when i got home, i really went to sleep.
the joy of having two ap tests tomorrow is really hard to explain. half of me is like FUCK THIS SHIT and the other half wants to sleep forever and ignore everything about this stupid year.
i wish stuff would sort itself out with my friends, then i could at least be positive about one area of my life.
on another note:
GUESS WHO IM-ED ME IN MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!
THATDESKLAMP.
GUYS--DONT FUCK WITH ME OK? I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.